itihas

jaba jaba rakshyasharu le sashan garchhan
jaba jaba uniharu ma mapaitwo badhdai janchha
jaba jaba rakshas le afai lai sarba shrestha thanchhan
afno astitwo ra auchitya birsanchhan
taba taba
bhagwan le abataran garchhan
ra mapaitwo ko antya hunchha
itihas hamro sankshi chha
dharma hamro saankhshi chha.

itihas feri dohoridai chha
ye raban tero paap ko ghaito chuhisakyo
ek thau bata matrai haina sanyau thau bata
aba ta futna matra banki chha
ra malai thaha chha yo futchha

eutai ram raban ko nimti habi bhaye
yeha ta kayau ram janmi sake
sita pani lachar chhinan aba
ranna bhumi ko yodhda huna uni tayar chhin
afno aansu ko balidra dhara lai
bulanda sahas le dabayera

yanha dui crore sadharan
ram ra sita janmiyeko abastrha chha
dui karod sadharan ram ra sita ko shaktile
shaktishali yodhdha sirjine chha
ra tera dashai tauka chhinayera
paap ko antya garnechha
feri itihas korine chha
ra tyo din aaunai aatisakyo
matra kehi pal ko doori chha.
aasha chha kehi chhin pachhi nai
mero matri bhumi bata paap ko
shrandhanjali bhayeko mereo kaan le sunnechha
mero aankhale pani dekhnechha

ho tyo din itihas ma
korinechha
sunaula akshar haru le
paako antya bhayeko din
ani nirankushatha ko samapti bhayeko din .

yo maile tyo bela compose gareko thiye jun bela ma sanga naya paribartan hunchha bhanne hope thiyo. tara mero hope dherai para malai chhadera jadai gareko dekhiraheko chhu.
hope my contry will smile once again .

kina?????

sukha ta chahindaina bhanekai thiye
anshabanda lagne bho samjhi bhagyau kina?
dukhja ta sabai ma linchhu bhanekai thiye
pida jhan thapna lagi samjhi bhagyau kiona????

galti sabai merai hun
swikare kai ta thiye
sahi chhu afu bhani praman jutauchhau kina?
nalayak ra nikamma ma nai hu bhanekai thiye
sabai majha chichyai chichyai
swachchha afu bhanchhau kina?

samarpan garthe afai lai
khulerai timile bhanenau kina?
maun rahi tarki hidyau
swatantrata timro khosine bho
sochi gayau kina???????
………………………………………

pari bata aayau timi
waari bata aaye ma
thakai lagda chautarima
sustayau timi ra ma

astauna lagyo ghama
hatar garyau timi jana
uthi hidyau eklai timi
malai saath manenau lana

tandhai bata tolai rahe
door kshitizma timi harayau
dov ta ajhai yehi chha
timi po aaja kata bilayau .

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aakash bata futkiyera
euta taro khasyo
kasai ko tyo bhagya bhayo
kasaiko nimti bho paso

jasko chhano mathi khasyo
kharani ra rag chhadyo
jasko chhano najik khasyo
chamak ra ujjwalta diyo

jo mathi bajriyo taro
tyo runa badhya bho
jasle dekhe u royeko
uniharulai ramita bho

ho aakash bata futkiyera
aja euta taro khasyo
kasaiko bhagya bho tyo
kasai ko nimti bho paaso .

thaha chhaina , aja feri purano din ko samjhana aayo . auto palta yera herdai thiye.naramilo feel bhayo . sabai kura gumayejhai lagdai thiyo . sabai jana tehi chhan tara afnai sansaar ma masta . tyo hostel ko life i miss it the most . new names ani jpt guff haru . sabai bhana miss tyo dance parties hunchha . sashi le didi aaunu panjabi bhangra sikaidinchhu bhandai tanera lageko . it was nice copying sakira too.hostel pichhadi ko baari ma sukraraj shastri ra mahatma gadi ko logic haru pesh gardai baseko din haru . really it was a nice mimicry. ani mid night ma canadian embassy ko paale haru ko guff. toooo irritating …..how can they say no pampha darling. hope u gals understood wat i mean . especially ta KP sir ko rekha , which we gals cudnt cross tara pani sir nabhayeko belama candidate lai side hanne keti haru ko chala . bichara candidate (hamile esp nwaran garidiyeko tyo vet doc ko). pachii a lot of complains … i was safe .
my rommie were too gr8 . anjana i never forget taile k k garis yar , i knowu foot ball always telling me namuna . ani tyo kali le ho mero namakaran gareko fyauri . pahila ta risauthe but u hatti now a days i yearn for all those but still happy i can read my nick names in ur sms. ani dinbhari hallla gardai raati late night jagram , nocturanal in habitat as shanta sayin us. ani baki arun dai lai maska launa kya ramailo parthyo . ani u hatti telling me always jaa na arun dai le taile j bhane pani manchha euta noodle magera leraija. i wonder he used to agree watever i and smi says n wudnt obey other gals. ani blank calls at night . i providing my frenzs no n geeta ragging them . jhandai pakreko . i still hav to say sorry for bhakulli foot ball foe wat i did her . i jus made her believe i am already engaged to a boy name anish pokharel who is aboraod . haha pahila ta ramrai act bhayeko thiyo . but i really rem u sobbing . sorry yar i never meant to hurt u . saali taile garda maile pani khana khana paina . ta runa thalihalis . pachhi raati pet ma musa daudirakheko thiyo . finally mero poem bata question ani tero ans made us together again . ani hatti ko sute style babal thiyo . oh my god tyo sanga bed share garnu bhaneko ta aatma hatya garnu jastai ho. haha . sorry kali. hamile hostel ma baser kehi badmasi nai garenau , lets steal sth? terai bhanai ho haina kali .so at midnight gajar chorna bari ma gayeko ani farkida pops le dekhera tension ni haina . tero thirdclass idea lagayera pops lai ghus liyera gayeko tyo pani gajar . wat she replied still i know ……aama didi yeti kura ko lagi pani aatinu parchha ta , hami ta pahila dekhi nai chorthyau.
IS le ta jhan nai tension diyeko thiyo ni. ani class ko jo payo tehi guy ko name liodai talai yesle dedicate gareko bhandai geet sunne tarika . i still remember the song malai kasai ko name liyera jiska ko this ( i think i shudnt mention it here) the song was like raat akeli he bujh gayi diye. saali haru hostel ma ta bhayo bhayo class ma pani tehi geet liyera khusukka jiskauda malai kati odd feel hunthyo .a ni hatti ko song hijo arkai sanga dekhe aaja arkai sanga dekhe. specific gravity, hawa , maskara . tight fittin rxn were the name s taken most often . i still remember n this gives smile on me .
hum dono jaisa kauna yaha , apne yaar me ek yaar he . chhatri naod barsaat me,…..chchyaudai paagal sari bihani ma lajim pat ko way ma gaudai hideka geet haru . ani raju lama ko geet sayad timro bato ma paila mero nahola, yestai yestai geet aauthyo mero lagi ani kaali u used to say ssali lai tragedy parchha ki kya ho affair hunu bhanda nai agadi… pakkai smita le aankha lai hola . oe smi bhannna ta . ani jiska dai chaldai bitayeka kshyan haru . yetikai jasko payo tesko name lidai jiskauthyau but nothin was serious . didi maskara le ta herdai herena. ani didi zoo sanga gayera name sodhnu na . sahi zoo ko nwaran pani maile gareko ho ni . k garnu brasss grp ma single bhrahman pare. ani bet ta pakkai maile jite ni . b4 u cud talk wid gore i made a chat with MSG. yo didi haru lai hawa lagechha . sanyasi bannu paryo . i tried to be veg for 6 months haina.
ani smite ko char char din baki chha bhandai time enlarge garne thego ani barula ra ma ta khusur khusur garda gardai kati ko man todiyo yar. esp height napeko kanda . hatti jahile ni furti laune ma thulo chhu bhanera .
ani hamro social works haru . samaj seba garda gaali ta hamile matrai khayeko hola hai. stupid sons . choora paunu ta bekar raichha. afanai aama lai ghar bata nikalchhan .ultai hamile ghar samma purayai diyau tryo old lady lai bich road ma royeko dekhera. lajim pat ko galli galli sodhera uhalai gantabya sammma lagidiyau but her daughter in law scolding us bharkharai chhodera aako feri kina learau nu bhayo n her son was numb . hami ta niskera gayau . but hell to such sons . ani bato ma dustbin bata fohor tipera khadai gareka orphan haru lai timiharu le prohibit garda gardai pani maile mero pocket money diye but result was bad . they were fgightin for money but din cope wid eachother . but i had got a lesson . sabai kura ko pre paln hunu parchha .

to b contd

joon,gulab ra naari

door kshitiz ma chandani here

eklai sunyatama haansi raheki

najik baga ma gulab chhoye

sabai  majha nachi raheki

eklai birano gaun ma

afno dekhabati muskaan chhariraheki

haansi ani kheli raheki joon

sabai majha jharko lagda pani

karkaple nai jhumiraheki,

gai raheko ani  ani baanchi raheki

gulab ko phool.

  door chhin tara pani

door chhin tara pani

rakshashi paila ko dhulo bhaisakin

bam, barood  ra paththar ko aavash gari sakin

harek  atyachaar bhogna thalisakin joon

sundar bhayera pani

najik bhayerai pani

kanda ko ghochai ko aabhas garisakin

kira ani phatyangra ko jyadati sahi sakin

harek abasar ma bali banisakin yi phool

aaja bholi,

door kshitiz ma chandani here

dekhchhu aansu chhopi  otha chyatiraheki

najik baga ma gulab here

dekhchhu  afno asmita lutairaheki

joon gulab timi naari ka dui roop

ek timi purba paryau

arko kaid paschimi dhrub

adhikar ko roti dine laalasa ma

jhulai raheko timlai,

kati sahanu timile

aanshu jhardai asahya yesto din lai

canvas ma timro chitra

timro chitra nakoriyeka ta hainan

kabita ma timro barnan

timro barnan nagariyeka ta hainan

gajal bhari timro taarif

gitabhari timrai bhab

 timi ta ghar ki shova hau

bhitta ma jhundi rakha

timi ta kabita ko bhab hau

paana  ma simit bhairakha

timi ta achal naso hau

khutta ma neil kadi lairakha

feri kata kata

door kshitiz ma chandani herda

yehi bhanna man lagchha

astitwo afno afai khoja

timilai aba kasle po bujhchha .

najik baga ma gulab herda

yehi bhanna mann lagchha

afno baato afai  pahilyau

kanda le ta sabailai nai bijchha.

i have a kind of aversion for bed time tea. i still remember lauren excliming ‘ nepali not interested in tea’. to keep her words i took few sip of koffeee then . winters in ktm had brought a little changes in my life style. i started drinkin coffee n tea in chillin cold . hot lemon n black tea only . although i drink these days but still have a kind of aversion as i said earlier . i jus mentiuoned it here to make u sure tat my day doesnt begin with tea or coffee in bed.
woke early this morning . was really upset . my works went in vain. my imagination of writing a nepali novel fully based on the gal who is raped in her early teen n how socialist n politicians n other reputed being abused her for their cheap fame n also the social stigma. i think half was already finished . had collected materials a lot . 20 pages were wqritten but everything went in vain . i wish i can recall back again n write it .
then my cell rang. it was my sis on other side fm home.we everybody at home call her busa and even busu wid more love n care . she was givin me a live speech fm my villa. her topic was di do u know anju di got married. she used to b my childhood fren . i missed all those. busu had been there for a month as she stays in hetauda n she is there 4 vacation .
its been long i havnt been home .
seema didi subarna wants to talk wid u . it wudnt b fake if i say i m crazy of him n am fond of this lill master.
” seema didi k chha halkhabar? kahile aaunu hunchha? didi remode bata chalne plane leraunu la? these were wat he said me . subarna hav u got any more songs this time . he hav a colln of funny songs … i remember we all( nishu , nima , namita di, sandesh, subash , basanta ) scoffed after we hear him . this time he have two songs to convey……

din pani bityo hera
raat pani bity
mahadev le parbati lai
besari kutyo
parwati bhanchhin aaiya aaiya
mahadev bhanchhan narau maiya
and next
maile paisa choreko ,choreko
gaja khanalai
maile gharbar chhodeko , chhodeko
punk banna lai
chap kinna jada pop parechha
debre aankha jhimkauda love parechha.

we ended our guff. i still remember . we both watching tv . he was i guess 4 then . he was dancing watchin tv.he suddenly came to me n said seema didi uthnu na ma tapai lai bokchhu . i said why . he replied hernu na hero le ta heroine lai bokeko chha.

it was i who acc ept the challenge of my uncle n started teaching him. he cud write A but for B he used to make around circle n tell B. i said its not B . he in his lucid voice said didi yesto B kina hudaina? ma ta yestai lekhchhu . kasto ramro chha. i went numb then .

those days r gone 4 ever . passin whole day in streerts playing kabardi, five fingers, football n a lot . still yearning 4 that time.
ya still yearning for that affalable childhood and those cosy days n juvenile act. i also miss my dolls wid whom i used to shre my childhood, whose marriage i used to attain and for whose decoration i would roam around the tailor in the town and colect the pieces of cloths .
i remember my mom chasing me wid sticks in her hand when ever i get naughty, i also remember myself hiding behind my dad who wud gently protect me from mom. gone r those days , when i used to gather many kids around me and we all picking the unripe gauva n mangoes frm the tree and also stealing sugarcane , sweet potatoes, watermelon from the neighbours garden . also miss their complains.
wenever i remember my home i jus think about the coconut tree in front of my home . it might have a lot of fruits by now n those papaya , gauva , banana , litchi , nut in the backyard . also think wat my granny might be doin now . may be she is in the field . ……………

janha

janha,
sunashan raat ma
lutera haru
ghar chori garna
hatiyar ko saath ma
shanta sadak ma
niskane garchhan

janha,
sunakhari rundai bhuin ma jharchhan
darr ra khauf le garda
chara haru guda chhadi
basai sarchhan
sunaula natija sangai
yuba haru bidesh chhirne
sapana dekhchhan

janha,
kanchan nadi ko paani ma
dhal afno aashan jamaunchha
pawan pani aandhi bani
ghar ko chhano udai dinchha
rittiyeko pahar risai
pahiro bani khasi dinchha

janha,
dhap bata khukuri umkina saath
dajubhai maathi prahar hunchha
pet bikash ko nimti
iman bhane lilam hunchha

janha,
aaja garine kaam
bholi ko din ko nimti thati rakhinchha
bholi kam kam bhane parshi ko aash ma
chhodinchha

janha,euta shishu janmana napaudai
mrityu lok ko return visa lina badhya hunchha
bihan pat bhare pachhi
bhokai pet raati sutnu parne
chinta le sataunchha

janha, bibaha ko shringar jhikna napaudai
euti behuli bidhawa hunchhe
sapana dekhna napaundai
aakha khulna badhya hunchhan

janha ,
harek jharanako boli ma
bam barood ra goli suninchha
harek shawak ko ufraima
khauf ra aatank nacheko hunchha

janha,
ansha ra adhikar ko nimti
aama ko aanshu ko bali chadhainchha
schoole yubako haat ma
hatiyaar thamainchha

janha ,
galli galli bata aauchha
dadheka tyre ka sugandha haru
harek chowk ma guinjinchhan
anasan basneka madhoor naara haru

janha ,
chaubis kilometer yatra garna
chaubis din bitaunu parne hunchha
rajamarga khulne pratikshya ma
aaula bhachdai basnu parchha

janha,
aandolan kaari aayi
adhikar ko nimti
aru ko sarbaswo lootna khojchhan

yehi ho bartaman roop rekha
mero desh ko
jaha 1 din kaam garera 7 din
tanna sutna painchha
nepal banda le garda
yeso raharai rahar ko desh
fursadi fursad ko desh
ma janha gaye pani bhulna sakdina

timi aaye jasto lagchha

rashmi lukda godhuli ma
timi aaye jasto lagchha
sabai jastai timi pani
ghar pharke jasto lagchha

ghanaghor nisha ma,
timro kami khadkinchha
samu timi napauda
man mero tadpinchha
rashmi lukda godhuli ma
timi aaye jasto lagchha

mirmire ujelima
timile bolaye jhai lagchha
aankha chhopi kaan ma aai
geet gaye jasto lagchha
rashmi lukda godhuli ma
timi nai aaye jasto lagchha

pukar

grishma kalin yo pawan le sharir lai shitalata dinuparne ho tara ma tharathar kina kapirahe chhu? man ukusmukus chha. thyakkai 4 barsha bitisakechha . asti jastai lagchha gaumati nadiko kinara ko chattan ma basi ek arka lai pani chhyapdai bitayeka ti sundar palharu. mandirma kalika mai ko pratima agadi jindagi vari nai saath dine bhani  gareka pratigya haru .

 saath dinchhu bhanne bacha ta timile todi nai diyau. jeeban ko  21 au  bashanta  ma aaja eklai chhu tara pani hidiraheko chhu. gantabya kaha ho patto chhaina . 4 barsha pahile  sangai rujheko jhari ajhai barshi rahanchha  tara tyo jhari ma aaja ma  eklai rujhda tyesle ma lai dubaudai lageko bhaan hunchha . timi ta gayau mera sapana ko mahal nimesh bhar ma nai todera . timro tyo samjhana pani sangai liyera gayeko bhaye hunthyo ni ta . kina har pal har pal  har din yaad bani mastishka ma ghumidinchha bitayeka ti palharu.

 chaar barsha pahila sangai hideka bataharu le aja timi bina eklai hidda malai gijyairaheka chha . mero sunsan jiban ma  chahakata timile nai ta bhareka thiyau. khaali siudo ma ek chimti sindoor  bharera mero shringarlai purnata diyeka thiyau. timile pahinaye ko dui lung pote , hami dui ko hridaya jodne shutra , mera lagi heera moti  , ani panna bhanda pani bahumulya lagthe . hamro prem ko tyo shutra lai samaj le chudai chhade .ani ,ani tyo sindoor  tyehi jhari le khosera lagyo . ma feri apurna chhu , shishir ko sirish jastai apurna ani ohiliyeko gulab jasto nirash.ma ma aja sabi thok huda hudai pani sabai thok ko kami chha .

kaha gaye timra ti baancha haru? ani kaha harayau timi?tyo chattan tyehi chha. hera ta , sunchhau , sunchhau timi malai? u tyo chattan le hamilai bolairaheko chha . shayad tyesle hamilai birseko chhaina . timi bina ma eklai tyaha kasari jau? k bhanu maile tyo chattan lai ani tyo nadi lai? u para tyo mandir agadi ko aina , jaha hai hamro akriti niharthyau , ani timi mero nidar ko bangiyeko tika milaidinthyau. kina aaja timro chhabi taha dekha pardaina? k ma chichyayeko timi sundainau? mero krandan timi saamu pugdaina ra?ekpalta aau , ma timilai kahile tadpaudina, timi sanga risayeko bahana pani gardina.

 timi ta gayau . saath dinchhu bhanthyau ni haina ra? aaja ma eklo chhu . oripari bheed ta chha tara ma bheed ma eklo.timi ma sanga risaye ka chhau malai thaha chha tara usko k galti . hera ta . maile bhaneko namane papani usko nimti aau. u hera ta tyo jholungo ma ko chha? ho  hamro prem ko pratirup, hamro naaso ani chhabi . uslai ta thaha pani chhaina timi chhaina baba bhani. usako lagi bhaye pani aauna hai. timile usalai aula samayera hidna sikaudainau? usako nishchal aankha ma  ma ta kebal timro kami  dekhchhu. rahar lagda tote boli le baba  bhanera sambodhan gareko  sunna chahachhu ma . usako bharkarai fudai gareko boli ko laaj rakhi dina t a aau ? aru ko pita le afno chhora lai bokera hideko dekhda  malai pani timi aaidiyera hamro saano babulai chhati ma tansera bokidiye hunthyo jasto lagchha . timi afno jimmebari bata kasari panchhina sakchhu?ma chahanchhu jaba u thulo hunchha , usle afno pita ko saath paos , dukha parda kaandh pani. timra ta thula sapana thiye. ma mero chhora lai yesto banauchhu , yesto garchhu  bhanne. feri afai afno sapana tuhuro bhayeko herda timro mann tadpidaina ?

  ani u bahira manjheri ma aago tapdai hunuhunchha ba . unha ko lauro timi bani dinu parne haina? k sahara dinu parne haina ra? uha birami huda okhati khuwaune timro haat timi kasari uha bata khosna sakchhau?asi basanta par garda pani sabai jimmebari aaja unha ko kaandh ma aaipareko chha . k timile nai unha ko dukha badhnu parne haina? k sahara dinu parne haina? ani aama , u para timi farkera aauchhu ki bhanera  bato kurdai hunuhunchha. aama bhaneko sunna harpal tadpi rahanu hunchha. ek ek pal uhako nimti barsha sari bhayeko chha . afno mamata ko jholi ritiyeko ma  ma sanga aai bilauna garnu hunchha, ani mero aankha ma pani timrai kami payera maun basnu hunchha. ma kasari samjhau yetika man lai. ma afai ladkhadai raheko chhu yo paribandha ma . k yo sabai bhulera aaram le timi chir nindra ma sutna sakchhau?

 u feri aaksh ma jun chamkeki chha . ho tyehi jun , jun jun sanga timi mero tulana garthyau, jun jun ko pratima timi ma ma vetthyau. u aaja tehi chhe . aja pani aafna muhar ka rashmi ra kaanti le saara jag ujagar  gari raheki chhe tara timri yo jun , timri apsara ma  aaja kaalo badal sanga jujhda jujhdai funga udi sakeki chhu. kebal yo pratikshya ma chhu ek din abasya nai timro mrita sharir uthere  aaune chha ani angalnechha malai. yehi aashai aasha ma banchi raheki chhu .

timi tyo birano lok bata chandai nai farka hai. mero pukar sunideu jaha bhayepani . ma hidda feri kholsa ma aljhiyera ladna aante bhane , ladnu bhanda agdi timi aayera mero haat tham. ma royera eklo huda timi mero aansu pichhideu. dhila nagara aba chadai aau. mero pukaar suna la.

Nepali neta

akhtiyar dekhi dhan lukayra

swiss bank ma pathauna sipalu ma

batho chhu ma ra ta

chhang chhang garne khola bhitrai

bijuli lukai raheko chhu

ma kati bishal chhu

dui karod buddhihin bhaisi haruka ragat chusera

ma dinahu dakarda chhu

ma daani pani chhu

afnai aama ko fariya

daan garna pani pachhi ma pardina

meetho bolna sipalu ma

ani boli bechna sipalu

baliraja bhanda daani ma

dollar paye deshai daan garna sakchhu

budho bau ko lauro bhanchna sakchhu

ani aama lai nangyauna sakchhu

dui crore andhaharu

mera pachhi lagiraheka chhan

andhakar ko khadal ma

ma je je bolchhu sahi bolchhu

aru le patyaun ya napatyaun

satta paye samma ma

jogiko bhesh ma cement ko jungle chaharchhu

satta napaye ma

bhogi ko bhesh ma hadtaal ra andolan garchhu

maane samma mero kura thik chha

jaba kasaile terdaina

ma risaidinchhu ani jungle paschhu

rakta kranti garna

ani satta hatyauna

ho ma nepali neta ho

mahan ani batho pani

bush, lincon ,gandhi jasta

dherai janmelan dherai desh ma

tara nepal bahek anta janmanna ma

tyesaile ta ma nepali hu

satye, nepali neta

chahe ma sanga yes desh ko nagarikta hos ya nahos

mera harek bhasan ma

thappadi mardai janus

mera bishal neetiharu

palana gaqrdai janus

sachchai ekdin nepal

adi chin , adi bharat

ani banki kehi america hunechha

mero sidhdhanta ko palana garnus

dollar payesamma mother marnus

hajur maile bhaneko mannus

kinaki ma hu batho nepali neta

aru ko ishara ma nachne

ani remode control bata chalne