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Posted by sseema on August 26, 2007

well exam got over this friday. now no tensions of theory but loads of pract.ranjita was here after her vacation . she had been to delhi , had thut she wont come here . it was already a week sheas here but cudnt her those days . finally mero exam le garda sashi ko treat pani pending bhako thiyo. so they planned to celebrate it. i too was excited once again we brasss can hv god time but yes smita cudnt come due to her exams but we fivee there. didi betta to b earlier than to b late . i remember sashi sayin me this. although ny mom wasnt in favour of me goin there but such chance comes rare. back to those past days ., we all were there at nds (mahabudhha) at 2:30. anjana me n rajita were room mates n in same room for two yrs . so we started our act of ragging anjana as we used to in hostel . we both teasing her . we tease her coz she gets blushed up so fast wid her fair white cheeks turning toooooooooooo reeeeeeeeeeeeeed.

well i had a lots of chocolate wid me yes so i distributed a mong gals , k ho sime ta chocolate kinera badhne manchhe ta hainas??choris ki kya ho. now anjana got chance to ragg me. now all those making pieces out of my act AT hostel. but well it was nice then to call ourselves wid our pet name.  finally got pizza at the table really was scared to take the first bite as sashi always comment me …didi hell care of the world but have ur stomach fill first right?ranjite lai jiskauna ni majja aauchha these days , jus recalling back all those incidents….. oe kali u looking jhakas in this pic……… yellow yellow dirty fellow. and barsh again started oee simmi joke bhanna yar these days i am getting short of jokes as u rnt telling me na. so sardarji is out on tour. well nds ko time we had a fun wid icecream(am not crazy of this ).finally got out of the place, we were brusting in our on guffs. all were gazing us for our weird behav. went on talking . oee sime k ho yar u looking gr8 these days. a month ago sashi had sent me msg telling fyauri gettin georgious these days . k ho seema di getting more young . welllllllllllllllllllllllll wellllllllllll i cant say anymorwe jus try fair n lovely i commented . i knew these gals ragging me..

at the mean time it started raining we ran till RNAC  n picked the micro buses n take our own way , five gals shattered i n five direction. but i always rember shashi singing the song    no matter wat they tell us , no matter wat they say us …………….

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funny quotes

Posted by sseema on August 26, 2007

1. rome did not create a gr8 empire by havin meetings . they did it by killin all those who opposed them.
2. if u cqan stay calm while all around u in chaos ……then u probably havent completely understood the situation.
3. eagles may soar but weasels don get stuck into the jet engines.
4. artificial intelligence is no match to natural stupidity.
5. a person who smiles in the face of adversity probably has a scapegoat.
6. plagarism saves ti me.
7.if at first u don succeed , then try management.
8. never put off until 2morrow what u can avoid altogether.
9. teamwork……….. means never having to take all blame urself.
10. a snooze botton is poor substitute to no alarm clock at all.
11.when going gets tough, the tough takes a coffee break.
12. indecision is the key to flexibility.

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cactus and rose

Posted by sseema on August 26, 2007

all the articles or poems till now in this blogs were composed earlier about 3-4 months ago or more than that but this is the recent one. ………………….

it was already 9pm . our vehicle broke down at the mean time. luckily we saw light flickering at the distant village. the scene was perfectly black with some wild creatures hawling n creeping around. we cud hear the eiver river screming with loud voice.had it been the day time i wud have said eiver was singing wid full melody  but  was really horrible to be there. thank god i wasnt alone otherwise wud have fainted . but mr rohit was brave n robust. he was strong enuf to handle the crew . we were five gals n three boys in our team.hey guys don think the vehicle gets repaired soon , no garrage around . need to wait till next daylight, mr rohit said. subekshya started shivering. cool down gal , lets take shelter in that village he suggested . its going to be a remarkable journy, so challenging n so memorable, wat u think guys, again saroj was screming. he keeps on joking despite the situation.everyone was tensed n he was cool enuf. well , we suddenly took our way 2wards that light. we were  singing songs so asto remove our fears, suddenly bibhuti fell down  n got injured in her legs due her high blocks . so we had to retard our speed to accompany her . i was jus praying god to escape us  out of the situation.after half an hour we found ourselves standing in the courtyard of a house. got relieve to find nyself in the human area.dristi n mr rohit n aakash went n knocked the door . an elderly man abnout 45 peeped thru his wqindow a responded. at first he ignored to give shelter to stangers but later we succeeded in assuring him that we rnt here to harm him. so finally he agreed to keep us.

to b cont…………………….

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naya nepal ko dui din

Posted by sseema on August 15, 2007

hijo late night samma padhnu parne badhyata thiyo . exms lai ma badhyata nai bhanchhu yeha ko ghokante system le garda. concept jati nil nai bhaye pani tu soln yaad gare pachhi j pani hune.  mean time basanta ( mybro) le mom lai sailo mumy ghar bata buwa le ph garnu bhyeko thiyo situation worse chha bhanera. so  next day mom called back to kharel sir at home( he stays in rent in my home). it was mondey.uha ko shabda ma nai bhannu parda’ma’m yeha racial clash bhadkiyo tesle garda even aaja bazar pani niskina paayeko chhaina, jyan jogaunai garho.’ to describe about central terai n teha ko condition. ktm bata narayan gardh pachhi hetauda . teha samma fine chha . taltira pathlaiya jaha bata east tira lagne ra brj jane bato chhutinchha. ho yehi bata suru hunchha everything . pathlaiya is normal as it has army barreck n high security . moving south bara n parsa , too unrest , minority of so called pahade group n majority of mahesis. the natives there don clash wid eachother but many from the borderside come s n arouse the the mass. hav u ever imagined a fren killing the next or the neighbour killing the next. it can never happen  but exception . but yeha uchalne kaam bhairakheko chha . first incident ko suruwat bhayo nepalgunj bata . teha bhayeko prev incident ko cd harek tarai bai ko ghar ma bitaran gariyeko chha jaha minority bhanaudo pahade le majority bhanaudo madhesi mathi atyachar gariyeko ghatana haru copy gariyeko chha.yesle arous garyo mas lai , yo arouse garne nepal kai party ho (political). yesko udhyesya khaas ma madhesi janata lai equal right dinu parne ho aru ko nakhosikana nai . kina ki ma pani manchhu terai ko majority group bhaye pani yeha uniharu nai 2nd class citizen jasta bhayera baseka chhan. but yoali ali lageko aago lai jhan baljhai diyo ra jhan charkai diyo . prasanga feri pahile kai . EW highway ma curfew. mero ghar pani along side the highway ko gaon ma parchha. teha bata dhalkebar (junction separatin janakpur n eastern terai n highway) jus 3km chha ani arko major place bardibas (jaha bata near by hill reson 20 km chha) 5 km chha . we r on the middle. pathlaiya dekhi tala tira mahendra le uhi bela hills tira ko manchhe lai basai sareko thiyo so thai indian trive do not attak the land(usko bichar ma ) . so nijgadh dekhi hariwan hudai lalabandi samma purai pahade mul ko machhe haru ko basti chha. lalbandi deki tala pugepachhi , mixed chha group haru  ra incident bhayeko ghatana tuteshwor jaha mahadev ko mandir chha ra shrwan ma manchheharu ko ghuiho lagchha. tyo bhanda tala bardibas jaha maxm hills areako pple chhan as yeha bata sindhuli jus 27km chha(chure range). sni mero gaon jaha pani mixed chha group . anad the dhalkebar dekhi  mahendra nagar  hudai janakpur ra jaleshwar samma nai majority of madhesi origins.. rautahat , malangawa ani barathwa pani minority of pahade n majority of the native group. i am menting all this as u can get the clear structure of entral terai regarding the origin of pple. last time tuteshwor bhanne thau ma due to some misunderstanding two pple happen to fight. and coincident is that one happen to be fm pahade n next fm madhesi. uniharu ko personal issue lai liyera dhalkebar ma thulai kanda ghatechha . yo minor personal clash lai raial ko naam diyera bhadkaune le bhadkaye . so in dhalkebar jo jo manchhe they see white n jo jo le nepali as mother tongue use garchha testeslai jnp n purba tira9brt , dharan,etc) jane gaadi bata utardai pitiyo. yo rediculous in cident ta thyo nai. yeskai issue le garda  bardibas ani lalgardh tira mko pahade mul ko manish josiye ani uniharu le pani tehi galti gare jaslai sudharnu parne thiyo. bus bata jhari jhaikana madhesi mul ko maithali speakin gro lai pite. yesto din dinai ko clash le normal nepali ko life  terai tira sarhai nai garho bhayeko chha . ktm bata biratnagar usual 1 hr ko bato ho but it takes 12 days to reach there due to frequent clashes n bandhs. life ekdamai unusual ani terai bata afno property bechera hidne ko sankhya din dinai bhado. i remember euta hritik roshan le garda nepali ra nepali mai pahila pani clash aayeko thiyo. i was then n sindhuli. all the madhesi pple fm there flew away . after all these saw one of my fren and asked him why din he come to classes those day? he replied as his family may get harm as they rnt pahade. but sindhuli ma testo kehi ghatana le chhoyena.

why the hell such kinda incident occuring frequently which make u feel urnt the citizen of particular part of nepal. futera kunai pani chij tholo bhayeko chhaina. still all those fragments of russian cannont still compete it. ho major andolan hunu parne ho , to rauise the standard of those supressed major group of terai . but all despite of pahade origin or madhesi origin , the pple healing fm bothe group if r wrong shud b punished. good leadership nabhayeko desh kasari backward hudai janchha bhanne kuro ta yeasile nai dekhai raheko chha. next part will be continuing next day.

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diary

Posted by sseema on August 11, 2007

once again glacing bak to those days. i really had forgotten. didi someone is waiting 4 u , got msg in the cell. i happen to think who cud come to meet me?it was rakesh sending me msg. i guessed might be srijana didi fm janakpur , if not then who cud be?

so huirried to the room ,there was gal . rakesh said , didi do u know her? i happen to think  she shud be fm janakpur as she is wid rakesh, might be pallavi but cudnt recognise clearly. so asked of the hint. he said tapaiharu sindhuli ma huda …………….he was continuing his words.i the exclaimed aarati?? drastic chage , grown so tall .. wat r u doin these days??she was junior to me in my school , my bros mate n we used to tease my bro using her name . it was so funny then… wats ur sisters doin n how is pappu ????????/ i happpened to ask her several ques. its after 8 yrs we got to c eachother.

 whole that day i happen to think about sindhuli n the good old days.no brides in the rivers then about 12 yrs ago . so roads blocked during rainy season , had to walk whole day to reach terai then. thanks to japanese govt who solved this prob.

nostalgic memories. wen kid spending holidays fishing in the river , making a group n visiting near by jungle to pick aainselu and even there was a well where we used to drink water near rani khola. dry picnics every time . its not a big place so we happen to know every other pple.

 and about our school n principal sir . no one cud see in his eyes..i remember suman always telling me hey seema com on u can talk to him, pls ask money for the pic.all my mates would help eachother at the time wen we need but gals n boys always having a clsash,even we were good frens. and suman being my bench mate i always used to hav fight wid him. wenever sir take my copy , he use to complain sir gals ko matrai copy lane? its partiality. so funny . about other frens anjana who used to be there wen i needed her .rohan had acool voice , i remember the school day n rohan singing deuraliko chautarima , it was good then.seema is too clever don believe her. suman exlaiming everytime.and next was ajay whom we used to call chankhe, rabina my bench mate and ya we too form a group. sarmila , prajuna were then gals not to be forgotten. ya rabindra, always bosting about so called to stubborn in nature . seems lets play word meanings , one fine morning he told me . we made group , rabina , suman, romeo, me n anjana in my group n rest in his. i cudnt imagine he had mocked up the words ffm oxford dictionary,terrible to win him . but any how by hooke or crooke we had to win. so made many words, he used to tell no these words rnt on dictionary i can bring it. then thanx to suman he helped me saying its medical word u hav to get medical dictionary. we finally won. and the antakshari at class . after 8th grades final . sarada sir ko period ma bench ko lagi fight. and ramailo picnic. divided the work . gals will cook n boys wash the dish. so boys went to roam n we had to cook . but i knew netra sir lai makhkha parepachhi kam garna pardaina . so went near him, sir tapaile ta kasto mitho pakaunu hunchha re, sir maile sune ko u r too good. kept on flattering. khai sir tapaile pakako kahile test garnu ho? so he said u gals leave i ll cook pulau. bibek sir wa watching my activity. he said seema is so cunning. i remember him making whole class run becoz we were not concentrating on his class. who cud on history class?

 it was really nice being the vice captain of pansy house . i remember  our house never loosed in gk.handling the youngers , making plan for daily activities, those drills n pt hour . ratan sir solding me , poor in physical activities.

never to be forgotten devi sirs joke  and santosh sir always tellin  so we wud like to be ellen , right?it was all due to the poem lochinver in gulmohar. annd hi anjana bye bye kind of incident ,bhola sir ko period ma nepali ma badhta janne bhako , n as everyone telling seema so chhuchi. it was true i was the one top complain the principal.

cant forget those gi pipes n bamboo sticks. sumita man , oh my god cant forget her slap in the cheeks. even rajesh sir ko pitai. kneeling down and every othe kinda punishment. thank god i was not lucky enuf to get all those but rarely i too hv experied sumita mams slap.

after eight had to change school n admit in next due to specific reason , i remember i never talked to anybody in my clas for whole one yr . only i was the gal in that class , n i didn like the company there. chatter box turning to dumb. my daily routine wud be jus wake up go to school , com,e back  take meal , do home works , study chapters . no guffs no company. i managed to live like that. but wen in 10 all the boys were too close to me . maheshwor n me teasing kiran n santosh sitting in last bench n bhikari tellinh me n hem too practical. wats wre future ambition? i usecd to say to b the first lady pm of nepal. and maheshwor exclaimin sir seema lai pm banaunu hunna desh ta barbad hunchha hunchha saar country nai khatam garidinchha. 10th grade was funny. maheshwors, kirans n sabina,s excuse me. aankhe kuli ho ya band deedar unka hota he.  maheshwor , bikash , ranjay, kumar , hem, used to make me wait in that hill n wud say seema wait gara la timilai bhauju dekhai dinchhu. whole way fm ratmata to khulla manch they used to tease gals on the way despite i scolding them . gang fights n all ……i remember all those.

 so i miss those days , gathering kids (i too was akid), watching diffnt strokes,i dream of jinnie , bewitched 9my fav programmes then), going to jungle, aainselu , kafal , picincs , river side ma swimming , and competitions by leo club , finally the charity shows of oficers club.

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EXAMS

Posted by sseema on August 10, 2007

again the attack of second paper statistics. my preparation was not good . jus day b4 yesterday visited doc . got report yes , as usual low haemoglobin n also low volume of blood . it is not only me suffering but also mass of the women in nepal. so took rest yesterday , studied lil , it was ok wid me no darr n no chinta. saw movies too.

  reached the the hall at 12 pm, it was then i realised my mind was blank….. nothing at all who the hell said it weighs 1450gm.

hadnt touched the non parametric n left all the topics regarding f distribution. thanx to kamal sir , hypothesis birseko thiyina. for i wud like to thank kamal sir , if it hadnt been him i wud never had interest in hypothesis. it was his alluring voice which never let me divert my mind fm the class.

 discussed wid fren , no idead even about all the distn . even i cudnt racall estimation n probability.

jus b4 goin to hall had a glance at the non parametric test ie mean whitley test. entered the room , jus prayed the god  no quesn fm distribution .  as sson as i got paper started solving it. i don no all were right or wrong but attemted all the question except 4  the no 11.  din see the value of popn correlation , but the sample size was large , z test use ta garnu parne ho but how? jus searching for the value of popn correlation . din get it . so reduce d  the sample size n solved it useing t test but i know now where i made mistake. thank god 50% of the theory exam finished . now lets c  wat happens the next.

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED

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today

Posted by sseema on August 1, 2007

today was the 1st exm of 2nd part of my bachlor. well prepare ta gareko thiye but don no wat. i wasnt being so serious or i cudnt stop my my flying mind.

 saraswati multiple college was where i was sitting for the exam.out of the hally guys fm my class wished me luck n wen the discusion contd about the chapter i thut i ll get lost over those chapters . nothing was there in my mind even not the fear of scoring poor marks. i now these days nothing affect me. at 1pm js the mam handed me the question paper, midway in the derivation of zone plate i got lost. it was the first quesn. but i got my way n solved it. and again the third question, i had to solve one out of two. i thut compton effect s derivation wud carry more marks than that useless stern glarch expt. so continued doing . was jus on third question wen the  bell rang indicating 1 hr has passed. then hurried doin the papers . i wish if the examinee cud read my writing . i know it was toooo worse. hand was moving at the sped of 1question per every 6 min.

 only 1 hr was there and the marks left 18+36. more than 50 %. i know  the teacher wud really appreciate me for i have kept the value of short question n answers. i mean answered all the short ans carrying 3 marks each in really verey short as my mind was also shorted due to the electric field created in my body.

 now  jus haslf n hour n 6 numericals to try . try for i vent practiced it earlier . so attepted three without any hesitations  i wasnt having any confusion on the formulae. and the next three. two were new to me. i was thinking if i really read this chapters. so continued trying the next. so rough. cut it two times n bingo solved it . i don know if it s wright or wrong . and the rest to 5 mins left . jus copied the contents given in the question n left without attempting it.

i know next exam after nine days fm now. stats formulation can make me mad  but thinking of algebra and anylsis 4 i havent took a single class of the both subjects . jus copied notes fm fren. lets  c the result of sel;f study tyo pani exam bhanda jus one month go start gareko . these days i am really getting lazy n even i don hav regret …am i getting mad?????????/so pls who ever read this part of my blog pls suggest me  wat shud i do??????????

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