cactus and the rose.

although whole family was scared wid our presence in their home. we succeeded in proving ourselves. it was rainy season. we heard villagers shouting. the flood has reached near to the village. it may swallow our houses if it continues. but hopefully night was safe. in the morning. we came to know we r in the village in the sarlahi distict near karmaiya. bagmati was overflooded so we were sure we cudnt go the next side. so wat more???????????we decided to live in the same village. at this time the family too stopped us going the next side. wow it was nice to be their……………..(contd)

diary

well had practicle today………. was thinking wat will i do i n lab for full six hr jus standing on my leg. well actually i am poor in connecting the circuits n even practicles ta kehi ni aaudaina except theory n viva………

enterred the hall. time stats now bhane jastai bhayo . got the question . well specific rotation calculate garnu parne thiyo . dark room vitra chhire. every thing was arranged even sugar soln  pani pahile dekhi nai prepared kasto ramaillo. we four got the same pract. one of the boys had whole data not only data but even the theory so practicle garnu parne jhanjat pani bhayena. so wrote the theory n internal signature pachhi ekai choti data herdai sardai but i was sencere in copying too ie ali ali afai pani milaudai thiye error kam nikalna ko lagi . well finally got 2.8% error. i bet no one ever had brought so little error without even touching the instrument. how cooooooooool????????? jus 1 hr jati pass bhaisakeko thiyo external ko ta nam nisan nai thiyena.even the internal teachers were out for coffee break . so went to ask for the next question , submitted the previous. got it . well characteristics of npn transistor. theory ta aauthyo . so did fairly n showed it to the lab boy . he signed it . now internal maaaaaaaam was replaced by sir . i don know where she went .  again there were boys wid good data , i carefully analysed n copied it. immidiately sur came in . i thut he wud scold us  but he instead inspired . wow , ………….. but its ok  wat cud he expect from the students n the laboratory instrumantes. even if students be sincere its sure the instryments were all out dated…… well was successful in copying . now came the graphhhhhhhhh …. .. maile ta data milayera nai sareko thiye , so graph wasnt that rough but there was i guy( don know his name) he frequently insisted pls dfraw it for me, pls………….. i cudnt do that, how can i ? i jus taught him how we draw the characterstics curve. well 6hr ma garnu  parne pract , finished in 2hr …………still no signal of external. halla gardai , teacher haru sanga guff laudai ani viva ko question practice discuss gardai 1 hr bitaiyo. well finally mr external aapeared. entered the dark roo n asked the viva there n finally called us one by one. my turn ………

ok for few min we played dohori………….he kept on askin n i replying . this process went on , i think after 11 or 12 questions he finally asked me can we use transistor for the purpose of rectification………. well yes (i continued), well no bhanda bhandai mero viva sakiyo . i knew the answer but went on vain . well it made my day today ………………

all exams over now ………………………

finally two months of free days ………..no books n no work……………………finally HAPPY BIJAYA DASHAMI TO ALL WHO EVER GOES THRU THE SITE.

HAVE A NICE TIME

aakash badal ani dharati

aaaakash ani dharati ananta kal dekhi tadhai chhan fagat tadhai . milna khojchhan , dubai ma bodh chha afno galti ko. tesaile ta door kshitiz ma tadhai bhaye pani milan ko aavash chha. Afno bigat lai bhulayera sangai hidna khojchhan dubai aakash ani dharati. jaba dubaile hat thamna afno haat agi badhuchhan, badal hawa ko beg sangai bahera aaunchha ani aghi haat badhayera baseka dubailai yesari tandha falidinchha ki manau aba najik aauna kayau kal parkhanu parne ho. aakhir badal chahanchha k? kayau barsha aghi dekhi badal afu bichama rahera aakash ra dharati lai alagyai raheko chha. kahile prabegle bahera aakash lai ruwauchha ra dharati lai usako aansu herna ra sweekarna badhya banauchha ta kahile gadyang gudung gardai dubai ko man ma khauf srijana gardachha. yehi prashna chha , aakhir kina?
Lagchha bidhi ko lekha nai yestai rahechha , dekhera haina lekhera painchha.kolte farkera feri sochna badhya hunchhu. shishir yam ko yo ratri ma pani mero sharir ma chitchit pasina aayeko chha manau yo ma mathi nai ghatiyeko ghatana ho ra ma kalpanik patra . feri ma sochna badhya huna pugchhu , ma ta kebal yo sansar ma afno khel pradarshan garna aayeko ek khathaputali . feri dhyan badal tirai modna chahanchhu . aakhir badal chahanchha k?na usale dharti ko maya nai paauna sakchha na ta aakash ko saath nai. dubai ko aakho ko tagaro banna pugeko chha badal. khai mero aankha kina yesari rasayeko ho?man ma euta kautuhalta thiyo. ratbhari nai chhatpati rahe. bhannu hola k timi baulayeko ta chhinau?shayad hola ma paagal bhayeko. ani ta nirjib bastu ma pani kehi sambandh khojchhu ani kalpanik sansar ma masta huna pugchhu.aaja aakash , dharati ani badal lai afno bhab ma utari raheko chhu. kata kata man ma khinna ta chha.
table ma rakhiye ko bottle ko pani piuchhu. man ali haluka bhayo. sirak odera sochna khoje tara sakina. feri aakssh , badal ani dharati aghi kai kuro man ma khelyo.tara aba maile bujhe yo ta kebal herne najar ma farak parchha. dekhnele dharatilai hariyo saari ma haansi raheko ani aakash lai ananta ma ubhiyera safalta ko shikhar chumdai dharati lai nirari raheko pani dekheka chhan. yo ta kebal mero bichar matra ho jasle mero manma yesto bichar umaryo.chij ta eutai ho tara herne najariya farak ra bujhne prakriya farak. euta himali bheg lai kasaile ramaniye sthal manchhan ta kashile bikat durgam , farak ta sochai ma nai chha.
Maile pani aafule j sochna chahe tehi soche . mero afno sochai badalna pani ta sakthe ya maile badal ko majaburi pani ta bujhnu parthyo. usalai pani ta arule nai bahayeko chha. afai aafusangai thokiyera bajranchha. yeslai pani ta pida hola. badal le aakash lai ashru chuhauna badhya napareko bhaye dharatile hariyali paudinathin, uni srijanshil hudinathin. dharati ra aakash ko meelan hudo ho ta kayau jeeban ko astitwo metinthyo. dui ko meelan bhanda karodau ko astitwo thulo ho ni haina ra?badal le ta ramrai gareko ho.usale sayad dharati ra aaksh ko meelan lai tehi bhayera nai rok lagayeko ho.aaja tehi tathya lai aatmasaath garera hola aakash ra dharati ko doori badheko tara bhawanatmak rup ma haina. uniharu ma aash ajhai chha, ananta ko kunai kalkhanda ma kahi ta uniharu ko milan hola.aash le ta lash ma pani jyan bharchha. sabai bhanda thulo ta dhairyata raichha. feri kolte ferchhu, pratikhya ma nai ta sansar adeko chha.
yo bela ma chain ko saans liyiraheko chhu. dekhchhu aaksah parai chha dherai mathi ani dharati tala. dubai ek arka lai nihari raheka chhan . tandhai bhayepani uniharu ma doori ko aabhash chhaina ani badal dubailai bhawanatmak rup ma jodne ek sutra. dharati dekhi aakash samma failiyera ek ko subash arko lai diyirakheko chha ra euta ko dhadkan ko aabhash arko lai garairaheko chha . yo palta man ma sukun chha ra shanti pani.
sakaratmak soch le nai tyo shanti dilau chha jo nkasaile pani dilauna sakdaina. naya josh , umanga ani china ta afnai sochai ho……..yeslai afno niyantran ma rakhi sakaratmak bhayi hidema jeet abasye hamrai hunechha.
tesile mero aash ajhai mareko chhina jun din marchha tyo din ma nai rahanna….