एक कथा हाम्रो पनि।।।।।।।।।।।।।।।।

हात थर थर कापिरहेको अनी पुअरै शरीर लुग्लुग भैरहेको थियो निलान्जना को डरले त paपक्कैkai हैन, तर  एउटा अचम्मको आभाशले  . जुन आभशले छिनमै उन्लाई न्यानो अनुभुती दिलाउदथ्यो त chinamai तुशारो परेको जस्तो जाडो को। छीनमै केही पाअएको जस्तो maanau सर्वस्वोनै उसैको भएको जस्तो,मानौ ऊ एुटी परी जस्ती हो त्यो सुन्दर परी जस्ती अनी आकाश को त्यो उज्यालो जुनेली जस्ती . अनी फेरि  पल्भरमै केही गुमाउने हो कि भन्ने आभाशले ऊ फेरि डराउथि अनी त्यो न्यानो पनाको आभाश खै कती खेर चिसो मुटु बिझाउने भैदिन्छ अनी उनी फेरि आफु जुन हैन भिखारी अनी लाचार भएको आभश गर्छिन ………..

    आभाश अनी अनुभुती, कस्तो अच्चम्म।भीड मा पनि एक्लै भयझै डराउछिन उनी अनी फेरि कहिले काही एकान्तमा नि कसैको साथ को अनुभुती भएरनै त होला एक्लै एक्लै मुस्कुराउछिन उनी। मलाई त घरि घरि लाग्छ ke उनी  बहुलाएकी त छैनन। के बेर यस्तै ताल हो भने। उनलाई मा कदापि बहुलाउन त दिने छैन, म हतारियर उनी नजिकै पुग्छु , नीलु k भयो ? एकान्तमै रमाउने तिम्रो चाल ले तिमीलाई कतै………मा बोल्दाइ गए…
   उजेली मेरो पाउँको पाउजु हेर कस्तो मधूर ध्वोनि दिछ म हिड्दा, सुन ल, ऊ नाच्छे एक्लै फेरि gungunaaudai. म baahirabaTa मान्छे छिर्ने डरले ढोका बन्द गर्छु।सुन्यौ हैन? मेरो आँखा हेर अब, ऊ एकोहोरो म तिर हेर्छे . उसको आँखामा अजीब चाहक थियो, शान्त शान्त झै तर केही छाल उठ्न खोजेको जस्तो केही बोल्न आँटेको जस्तो, तर के? मैले भने बुझ्न सकिरहेकै थीयिन उनको आँखाको भाषा।ुनको बोलाइमा अनी बानी मा पनि भिन्नै परिवर्तन आएको जस्तो।हिजो संगै आँगनी मा खेलेका हामी ,, आज उनी म भन्दा nikai परिपक्क अनी निकै ठुलि भएकी जस्तो लगिरहेको थियो। तर एस्तो के हो जसले एकै दिनमा बर्षाउ बर्षाअको अन्तर गराइदियो निलान्जना अनी उजेलिमा????????।
  नीलु त किन एस्तो भएको , के भएको यस्तो म अतालिन लागे।।तिमी सम्झिन्नौ उजेली ,अहिले पछि आँफै थाहा पाउनेछौ , ब्यक्त गरेर म मेरो अनुभुती बताउनै सक्दिन अनी तिमी बुझ्न पनि। एउटा अजीब हलचल थियो उनको लवजमा।ेक्छिन त रिश उठ्यो उनी देखी नभनेकोमा उनले आफ्ना कुराहरु ani जब बोल्न लागिन् म अक्क न बक्क परे, केही नबुझेर होला वाल्ल परेर उनलाई हेर्न थाले। Unउनी भन्दै थीयिन् त्यो नीलो आकाश हेर त कस्तो शान्त छ, कस्तो रमिलओ हुदो हो है उडेर त्यहाँ पुग्न पाए…। खै के भन्दै थीयिन् त्यो जाबो आकाशलाइ पनि, न कुनै महल छ न कुनै दरबार फेरि कस्तो रमाइलो लागेको उनलाई। मलाई त कुरै सुन्दा अब अझ नबुझूला झै लागो , उनी खै के के भन्दै थीयिन, म जुरुक्क उठेर ढोका खोल्न पुगे अल्छि लागेर। बाहिरिननै लागेकी थिए म ,नीलु ले मधूर ध्वोनि मा भनिन उजेली मैले भनेकै थिए तिमी बुझ्दिनौ। हो तिमी बुझ्छौ त्यो दिन जब तिमीले सारा संसार मा कुनै एक ब्यक्तिको आँखा पढ्न पुग्छौ। त्यो बेला मा तिमीले आँफै आँखाको भाषा बुझ्नेछौ।मैले फेरि केही बुझ्ने कुरै भएन , बोली बुझ्न त गार्हो आँखा कसरी बुझ्ने हो??????????
  Nilaanjanaa आज शायद तेही निलो आकाशअको स्वप्नील बगैंचामै मस्त घुम्दैइ होलिन कसैलाई कुर्दै अनी फेरि तेही पर्खाइको आभाश अनी कोही नहुँदा पनि कोही भएझै को अनुभूतिमा नाच्दै रम्दै अनी कहिले डराउदै।णिलु आज भाइदिएकि भए मात्र पनि म उनलाई मेरो आँखा हरु देखाउथे अनी भन्थे निलु मैले आँखाले हेरेर आँखा पढ्न सिके, timतिमीलेle भनेको जस्तै एक जोर आँखा पढन सिके अारु नभय पनि ।ुरठलाग्दो मरूभुमिमा पनि कुनै सुन्दर जीवनको कल्पना आउन थाल्दो रैछा, नाक छुने उकालो पनि सहजै एकै छीनमा काट्न सक्छु जस्तो लाग्दो राइछ है नीलु? एीना हेरेर एक्लै एक्लै मुस्कुराउने तिम्रो बानी मैले पनि सिकेछु नचाहदा नचाहदै।लाग्छ ती एक्जोर आँखा हरु मेरो सामु आएपछी मेरै रूपमा टक्क अडिउन, पूर्णता तिनले त्यही नै पाउन। ति नजरहरु ekaएकै छीन पनि आफ्नो नजरबाट  हटेर कतै पुग्ने त हैन? कस्तो डाह हुने रैछ नि नीलु, यो त तिमीले पनि भनिनौ। सबै कुरा बुझ्दा बुझ्दै  पनि नबुझेझै बाहान गरिने चाला . अनी मायालु  त्यो ओठ को स्पर्श , लाजले रातो भाईदिएका गालाहरु, अजीब अनुभुतिले कापेको त्यो आङ।  पराइलाई पनि आफ्नै बनाइदिने कस्तो नयाँ महसुस । मलाई त तिमीले सम्झाइनौ नि नीलु। तर तिम्रा परेली भित्र को गहिरो त्यो सागर म तिम्री सखी उजेली अब त बुझ्न सक्ने भएकी छु।।।

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meri didi

MERI DIDI Badhyata ,bibashata ani lachari le baneko  pinjada vitra barshau chhatpati rahin,roin ani karain swatantra tyo nilo akash niharna ani harabhara ,urbar dharati ma pau rakhna  tara unaka harek thopa aansu kebal panee bhai bahirahe ,nirantar bahirahe.kasaiko nimti pani tyo moti bhayena, aha kasai ko nimti pani bhayena.uni na ta kunai devdas ko paro nai banna sakin  na ta mangale ko malati nai.sachchai nai unako betha na kasaile bujhe na ta  bujhne chesta    nai gare .unako tyo krandan lai ani chichyahat lai dhwani pradusan ko madhyam samjhi mukhama bujho lagaiyo.   Sansar ma uni fagat ek kathaputaliu bhai nachirajin .ekjana aauchha unako satitwo lutidinchha arko aauchha unako ashmita mathi khelidinchha.nata nam  nai chha ubnako na ta astitwo  nai .kebal dhamilo akshyar le unako choli ma lekhiyeko chha nepali maal.harek raat uni juliet banchhin ani har raat unaka romio haru badalinchhan ra romio  ka bachaharu pani…………..     chakit chhinuni afno jindagi dekhi .kebal ek nimesh ko unako bhool le fakrina lageko kopila lai jawani mai subash hin banaidiyo.jatiye bhedbhab ko  jaro katdai manabiye samaj bata yesto(jatipratha ko) amanabiye byabahar antya garna afnoharule birodh garda gardai pani ek achut bhanaudo keto sanga bibaha garnu shayad unako nimti ek chunauti thiyo jun unale sahajai sweekarin.thula thula bhasan chhatne mahan ra budhdhiman bhanauda haru le nai uniharu lai samaj bata bahiskar gare pachhi kasko ke nai lagdo rahechha ra? himmat ,josh ra jangar le sinchit jiban ko mul  lai nai samaj le chhekidiyo bandh banera. eklo sharirale samaj le lagayeko achhut ko chhap metna nasakera wa bhanau khapna nasakera samaj sanga lad da laddai thakit bhayo ra deha tyag garyo harera.aba ta meri didi ko siudo ko sindoor pani samaj le bhisan barsha  ko roop dharan gari bagayo.   ho yestai yestai thuye unaka kahani.jun samaj ma  unale   prem ko phoool ropne  chesta garin tehi n ai kanda bhai paitala ma bijhidiyo.manab man nai ta ho,pida le krodh ubjauchha ani krodh le andho banaidinchha.samaj lai chunauti dina unale swayam euta yesto bato rojinjasale unalai tyo daldal ma bhasina badhya garayo.kamal ko phool tyetikai kaha hilo ma phulchha ra?tesko pani ta afnai badhyata hunasakchha.yo kasale bujhne?tyesaile aaja unama samajako darr chhaina .nisfikri sanga afno atit ko prem kahani lai mutu ko nischal kuna ma sangalera  afno jiwan bachi raheki chhin,kunai hichkichahat bina afno sharir aru lai sumpidai.tara pani lakhau manish ko beech uni ekli chhatpati raheki chhin,bhautari raheki chhin.afno ashtitwo ko khoji ma .na uni sabitri kahina sakin na ta sita nai.ke yesha ma unako dosh chha ?   meri didi ko matrai haina himal   ki  phurba,  paha d ki mahili ani tarai ki dhaniya ko pani uhi haal chha.uniharu ko pani afnai beglai kahani chha.afantaharu le chhakkayera hos   ya ashikshya le andho    banayera   hos ya afnai bibashata le garda hos .karan je sukai bhaye pani uniharulai beshya ko tika lagayera bhautarina badhya hamrai samaj ani hamile nai          garayeka chhau chahe jani jani hos wa anjan mai.swayam rajikhushi kun nepali cheli le afno satitwo lutiyeko herna chahanchhinra?kuriti hun ti jasale hamra didi bahini   harulai ragat ko ashru tapkauna badhya tulyayeko chha,sita ko bhoomi bata satitwo lai nimothi dandan baliraheko chita ma homi raheko chha,jiudai homiraheko.(explorer04)   

jooneli raat

tolayera ekohoro herirahe poornima ko joon lai. saanjh saat aath baji sakeko thiyo hola. kaushi ma ma ani maathi aakash ma joon. matra hami dui. yehi joon ko  tarif dherai jana ko mukh bata sunisakeko thiye. juneli raat ko mahima pani srawan garna baki thiyena. aakhir yesto k chha ra tarif garna yogya? yestai yestai bichar gardai nihari raheki thiye joon . jooneli raat le  man ma urja srijana garchha bhanchhan tara sahar ko jhilimili ko agadi joon ko ujyalo katai bilayeko ta chhina?ek tak lagayera heri rahe . sansaar ko sabai manish le herne yehi eutai joon. yes ma euta eaina tasiyeko bhaye kasto gajab hunthyo hola. tandha raheka haru sanga bhetna napayeni uniharu ko aakriti hardam aankhama nai rahirahnthyo ni . pal pal tyo joon bhinna bhindai roop ma prastut hudai thiyo mero samu kunai tilasmi jadoogar le afno roop fere jastai gari.jhalakka herda euta sano talkine  bastu lageko thiyo. nihali rahe , joon ma maile sajibata pauna thale. rahasya nai rahasya le bhani yeko thiyo tyo joon mathi dherai tandha.ekpachhi ek rahasya afai pahilyaudai manau afai kalpidai ani afai suljhaudai thiye. u mero najik aayo. “k herdai gareki?” ‘JOON’,sidha prashna thiyo usako ani mero sidha jawaf.’kina ra k bhayo ?,usale sodhyo.”kehi haina joon ko shitalata ko aavash gariraheki.kasto achamma lagdo chha hai?’ boleko  matrai k thiye usale fyatta jawaf diyo, “kina padheki chhainau ra?, euja sono upagraha ta ho ni. sabai ta hami jasta manish le khotali sake ani feri pani k ko rahasya.” ma ta dherai dubi sakeki thiye  chandra rashmi ani shitalta ko saagar  ma.”chhadi deu ma sanga nabola. afno kaam gara.”sayad u sanga  ma yesbela namra bhaina. risayera nai bhane”ekchhin ta kitab ra bigyan bata bahira nisakana sakinna ra?ekchhin abujh bhayera prakriti mai hami dubai ramda ke bhayo ra?” uta farkera u risairahyo. m najikai gaye ani ekchhin usako aankha padhe ani tesh ma chhipeko nischalta.sayad dherai chitta dukhayo usale. usako chhati ma maile afno shir rakhe ani bistarai maafi pani mage tara u yesbela bhane risayeko natak gardai thiyo.ekchhin pachhi haat ma haat rakhera hami dubai joon lai herdai thiyau, sahar ko jhilimililai para chhaddai hamile joon ko prakash lai atmasath gardai parkriti ko aanchal odeka thiyau.

ekaichhin joon darpan ma paribartan bhayo . maile usako akriti sajilai joon ma dekhna thale bhane usale mero pani.hami dubai le hamro akriti darpan rooopi joon ma payau.

  yetikai ma  kohi arko byakti mero pachhidi aayo ra kapal jiskaudai pichhadi bata tanyo.” khana paki sakyo. ek ghanta dekhi yo adhyaro ma k gariraheko ho? hidnu khana khna ,selai sakyo’, bahini aayeki rahichhe.” ta ja ma ekai chhin ma aauchhu”, maile bhane ra u gai bhitra.oripari here ,u thiyena aha chhadai thiyena.tara usako aavash thiyo. poona joon  here , usako akriti maile khoje tyaha  ani paaye pani. jiwan ma naya umanga chhaisakeko thiyo. joon le tandai mathi sagar ma rahera pani nikata ta ko mahashus garayeko rahechha agi malai . bujhdai thiye jooneli raat , jun sangai bitayeka saath ani yesai ma harayera rachiyeka  gajal, kabita ani upanyas ko bhawana haru.sayad uniharu le pani sansaar ko ani mayalu ko akriti tyehi joon ma chhapiyeko paye holan ani tyesai ko shital ani chamkilo rashmile uniharu ma srijana garne hausala ujagrit garyo hola. khai yestai thiyo hola uni haru ko bichar pani. malai te yesati lagdai chha………………..

cactus and rose

all the articles or poems till now in this blogs were composed earlier about 3-4 months ago or more than that but this is the recent one. ………………….

it was already 9pm . our vehicle broke down at the mean time. luckily we saw light flickering at the distant village. the scene was perfectly black with some wild creatures hawling n creeping around. we cud hear the eiver river screming with loud voice.had it been the day time i wud have said eiver was singing wid full melody  but  was really horrible to be there. thank god i wasnt alone otherwise wud have fainted . but mr rohit was brave n robust. he was strong enuf to handle the crew . we were five gals n three boys in our team.hey guys don think the vehicle gets repaired soon , no garrage around . need to wait till next daylight, mr rohit said. subekshya started shivering. cool down gal , lets take shelter in that village he suggested . its going to be a remarkable journy, so challenging n so memorable, wat u think guys, again saroj was screming. he keeps on joking despite the situation.everyone was tensed n he was cool enuf. well , we suddenly took our way 2wards that light. we were  singing songs so asto remove our fears, suddenly bibhuti fell down  n got injured in her legs due her high blocks . so we had to retard our speed to accompany her . i was jus praying god to escape us  out of the situation.after half an hour we found ourselves standing in the courtyard of a house. got relieve to find nyself in the human area.dristi n mr rohit n aakash went n knocked the door . an elderly man abnout 45 peeped thru his wqindow a responded. at first he ignored to give shelter to stangers but later we succeeded in assuring him that we rnt here to harm him. so finally he agreed to keep us.

to b cont…………………….

naya nepal ko dui din

hijo late night samma padhnu parne badhyata thiyo . exms lai ma badhyata nai bhanchhu yeha ko ghokante system le garda. concept jati nil nai bhaye pani tu soln yaad gare pachhi j pani hune.  mean time basanta ( mybro) le mom lai sailo mumy ghar bata buwa le ph garnu bhyeko thiyo situation worse chha bhanera. so  next day mom called back to kharel sir at home( he stays in rent in my home). it was mondey.uha ko shabda ma nai bhannu parda’ma’m yeha racial clash bhadkiyo tesle garda even aaja bazar pani niskina paayeko chhaina, jyan jogaunai garho.’ to describe about central terai n teha ko condition. ktm bata narayan gardh pachhi hetauda . teha samma fine chha . taltira pathlaiya jaha bata east tira lagne ra brj jane bato chhutinchha. ho yehi bata suru hunchha everything . pathlaiya is normal as it has army barreck n high security . moving south bara n parsa , too unrest , minority of so called pahade group n majority of mahesis. the natives there don clash wid eachother but many from the borderside come s n arouse the the mass. hav u ever imagined a fren killing the next or the neighbour killing the next. it can never happen  but exception . but yeha uchalne kaam bhairakheko chha . first incident ko suruwat bhayo nepalgunj bata . teha bhayeko prev incident ko cd harek tarai bai ko ghar ma bitaran gariyeko chha jaha minority bhanaudo pahade le majority bhanaudo madhesi mathi atyachar gariyeko ghatana haru copy gariyeko chha.yesle arous garyo mas lai , yo arouse garne nepal kai party ho (political). yesko udhyesya khaas ma madhesi janata lai equal right dinu parne ho aru ko nakhosikana nai . kina ki ma pani manchhu terai ko majority group bhaye pani yeha uniharu nai 2nd class citizen jasta bhayera baseka chhan. but yoali ali lageko aago lai jhan baljhai diyo ra jhan charkai diyo . prasanga feri pahile kai . EW highway ma curfew. mero ghar pani along side the highway ko gaon ma parchha. teha bata dhalkebar (junction separatin janakpur n eastern terai n highway) jus 3km chha ani arko major place bardibas (jaha bata near by hill reson 20 km chha) 5 km chha . we r on the middle. pathlaiya dekhi tala tira mahendra le uhi bela hills tira ko manchhe lai basai sareko thiyo so thai indian trive do not attak the land(usko bichar ma ) . so nijgadh dekhi hariwan hudai lalabandi samma purai pahade mul ko machhe haru ko basti chha. lalbandi deki tala pugepachhi , mixed chha group haru  ra incident bhayeko ghatana tuteshwor jaha mahadev ko mandir chha ra shrwan ma manchheharu ko ghuiho lagchha. tyo bhanda tala bardibas jaha maxm hills areako pple chhan as yeha bata sindhuli jus 27km chha(chure range). sni mero gaon jaha pani mixed chha group . anad the dhalkebar dekhi  mahendra nagar  hudai janakpur ra jaleshwar samma nai majority of madhesi origins.. rautahat , malangawa ani barathwa pani minority of pahade n majority of the native group. i am menting all this as u can get the clear structure of entral terai regarding the origin of pple. last time tuteshwor bhanne thau ma due to some misunderstanding two pple happen to fight. and coincident is that one happen to be fm pahade n next fm madhesi. uniharu ko personal issue lai liyera dhalkebar ma thulai kanda ghatechha . yo minor personal clash lai raial ko naam diyera bhadkaune le bhadkaye . so in dhalkebar jo jo manchhe they see white n jo jo le nepali as mother tongue use garchha testeslai jnp n purba tira9brt , dharan,etc) jane gaadi bata utardai pitiyo. yo rediculous in cident ta thyo nai. yeskai issue le garda  bardibas ani lalgardh tira mko pahade mul ko manish josiye ani uniharu le pani tehi galti gare jaslai sudharnu parne thiyo. bus bata jhari jhaikana madhesi mul ko maithali speakin gro lai pite. yesto din dinai ko clash le normal nepali ko life  terai tira sarhai nai garho bhayeko chha . ktm bata biratnagar usual 1 hr ko bato ho but it takes 12 days to reach there due to frequent clashes n bandhs. life ekdamai unusual ani terai bata afno property bechera hidne ko sankhya din dinai bhado. i remember euta hritik roshan le garda nepali ra nepali mai pahila pani clash aayeko thiyo. i was then n sindhuli. all the madhesi pple fm there flew away . after all these saw one of my fren and asked him why din he come to classes those day? he replied as his family may get harm as they rnt pahade. but sindhuli ma testo kehi ghatana le chhoyena.

why the hell such kinda incident occuring frequently which make u feel urnt the citizen of particular part of nepal. futera kunai pani chij tholo bhayeko chhaina. still all those fragments of russian cannont still compete it. ho major andolan hunu parne ho , to rauise the standard of those supressed major group of terai . but all despite of pahade origin or madhesi origin , the pple healing fm bothe group if r wrong shud b punished. good leadership nabhayeko desh kasari backward hudai janchha bhanne kuro ta yeasile nai dekhai raheko chha. next part will be continuing next day.

pukar

grishma kalin yo pawan le sharir lai shitalata dinuparne ho tara ma tharathar kina kapirahe chhu? man ukusmukus chha. thyakkai 4 barsha bitisakechha . asti jastai lagchha gaumati nadiko kinara ko chattan ma basi ek arka lai pani chhyapdai bitayeka ti sundar palharu. mandirma kalika mai ko pratima agadi jindagi vari nai saath dine bhani  gareka pratigya haru .

 saath dinchhu bhanne bacha ta timile todi nai diyau. jeeban ko  21 au  bashanta  ma aaja eklai chhu tara pani hidiraheko chhu. gantabya kaha ho patto chhaina . 4 barsha pahile  sangai rujheko jhari ajhai barshi rahanchha  tara tyo jhari ma aaja ma  eklai rujhda tyesle ma lai dubaudai lageko bhaan hunchha . timi ta gayau mera sapana ko mahal nimesh bhar ma nai todera . timro tyo samjhana pani sangai liyera gayeko bhaye hunthyo ni ta . kina har pal har pal  har din yaad bani mastishka ma ghumidinchha bitayeka ti palharu.

 chaar barsha pahila sangai hideka bataharu le aja timi bina eklai hidda malai gijyairaheka chha . mero sunsan jiban ma  chahakata timile nai ta bhareka thiyau. khaali siudo ma ek chimti sindoor  bharera mero shringarlai purnata diyeka thiyau. timile pahinaye ko dui lung pote , hami dui ko hridaya jodne shutra , mera lagi heera moti  , ani panna bhanda pani bahumulya lagthe . hamro prem ko tyo shutra lai samaj le chudai chhade .ani ,ani tyo sindoor  tyehi jhari le khosera lagyo . ma feri apurna chhu , shishir ko sirish jastai apurna ani ohiliyeko gulab jasto nirash.ma ma aja sabi thok huda hudai pani sabai thok ko kami chha .

kaha gaye timra ti baancha haru? ani kaha harayau timi?tyo chattan tyehi chha. hera ta , sunchhau , sunchhau timi malai? u tyo chattan le hamilai bolairaheko chha . shayad tyesle hamilai birseko chhaina . timi bina ma eklai tyaha kasari jau? k bhanu maile tyo chattan lai ani tyo nadi lai? u para tyo mandir agadi ko aina , jaha hai hamro akriti niharthyau , ani timi mero nidar ko bangiyeko tika milaidinthyau. kina aaja timro chhabi taha dekha pardaina? k ma chichyayeko timi sundainau? mero krandan timi saamu pugdaina ra?ekpalta aau , ma timilai kahile tadpaudina, timi sanga risayeko bahana pani gardina.

 timi ta gayau . saath dinchhu bhanthyau ni haina ra? aaja ma eklo chhu . oripari bheed ta chha tara ma bheed ma eklo.timi ma sanga risaye ka chhau malai thaha chha tara usko k galti . hera ta . maile bhaneko namane papani usko nimti aau. u hera ta tyo jholungo ma ko chha? ho  hamro prem ko pratirup, hamro naaso ani chhabi . uslai ta thaha pani chhaina timi chhaina baba bhani. usako lagi bhaye pani aauna hai. timile usalai aula samayera hidna sikaudainau? usako nishchal aankha ma  ma ta kebal timro kami  dekhchhu. rahar lagda tote boli le baba  bhanera sambodhan gareko  sunna chahachhu ma . usako bharkarai fudai gareko boli ko laaj rakhi dina t a aau ? aru ko pita le afno chhora lai bokera hideko dekhda  malai pani timi aaidiyera hamro saano babulai chhati ma tansera bokidiye hunthyo jasto lagchha . timi afno jimmebari bata kasari panchhina sakchhu?ma chahanchhu jaba u thulo hunchha , usle afno pita ko saath paos , dukha parda kaandh pani. timra ta thula sapana thiye. ma mero chhora lai yesto banauchhu , yesto garchhu  bhanne. feri afai afno sapana tuhuro bhayeko herda timro mann tadpidaina ?

  ani u bahira manjheri ma aago tapdai hunuhunchha ba . unha ko lauro timi bani dinu parne haina? k sahara dinu parne haina ra? uha birami huda okhati khuwaune timro haat timi kasari uha bata khosna sakchhau?asi basanta par garda pani sabai jimmebari aaja unha ko kaandh ma aaipareko chha . k timile nai unha ko dukha badhnu parne haina? k sahara dinu parne haina? ani aama , u para timi farkera aauchhu ki bhanera  bato kurdai hunuhunchha. aama bhaneko sunna harpal tadpi rahanu hunchha. ek ek pal uhako nimti barsha sari bhayeko chha . afno mamata ko jholi ritiyeko ma  ma sanga aai bilauna garnu hunchha, ani mero aankha ma pani timrai kami payera maun basnu hunchha. ma kasari samjhau yetika man lai. ma afai ladkhadai raheko chhu yo paribandha ma . k yo sabai bhulera aaram le timi chir nindra ma sutna sakchhau?

 u feri aaksh ma jun chamkeki chha . ho tyehi jun , jun jun sanga timi mero tulana garthyau, jun jun ko pratima timi ma ma vetthyau. u aaja tehi chhe . aja pani aafna muhar ka rashmi ra kaanti le saara jag ujagar  gari raheki chhe tara timri yo jun , timri apsara ma  aaja kaalo badal sanga jujhda jujhdai funga udi sakeki chhu. kebal yo pratikshya ma chhu ek din abasya nai timro mrita sharir uthere  aaune chha ani angalnechha malai. yehi aashai aasha ma banchi raheki chhu .

timi tyo birano lok bata chandai nai farka hai. mero pukar sunideu jaha bhayepani . ma hidda feri kholsa ma aljhiyera ladna aante bhane , ladnu bhanda agdi timi aayera mero haat tham. ma royera eklo huda timi mero aansu pichhideu. dhila nagara aba chadai aau. mero pukaar suna la.